Sebastien sighed deeply as he slowly opened the door and stepped inside. He closed the door behind him gently, he could see Alex sitting on the bed, with her back turned to him, he wasn't sure what she was doing, and was a bit curious.

" Alex, we need to talk." Sebastien replied quietly.

Alex quickly turned around, her eyes making contact with his beautiful greens. She couldn't believe what she was seeing, he had a lot of nerve to come to her apartment. What was he wanting?

" What are you doing here?" She asked as she quickly shut the book she was looking at. She placed it underneath her bed.

" Look, I know what you saw last night was ..... you just have to believe me!" Sebastien replied walking towards her.

" Don't come anywhere near me!" She replied a little frightned as she moved further down to her bed and against her pillows, not wanting him to touch her.

" Look, we're not going to solve anything if we act like this." Sebastien replied sadly. " Can I at least sit on the edge of the bed?"

Alex thought about it, there was no need for him to be here. She knew what she saw and that was all there was to it. She didn't need any explanation, she saw what happend.

" All right." She replied quietly, quickly hiding all the tissues that were crumbled and spread all over her covers.

Sebastien cautiosly made his way towards her bed. He didn't want her to burst out into anger again, and more importantly he didn't want to hurt her.

He sat at the edge of the bed, looking across at her. His heart broke as he could see the look of depression in her eyes, and the tears lines that had been printed into her cheeks. She must have been crying for a while, Urs was right. He had broken her heart, all he wanted to do was bring her back to life. He couldn't live without her, and he couldn't stand to see her so badly hurt.

" Alex we need to talk." Sebastien replied gently.

" About what?" Alex asked, not making eye contact with him and making her gaze below her, playing with the tissue in her hand.

" What do you mean 'about what?' You know exactly what." Sebastien chuckled nervously.

" Well, if you wouldn't mind, I would rather not." She replied still not making eye contact. " I know what I saw, and there is no need for explanation."

" But it's not what it seems. She was-"

" What Sebastien? A girlfriend you've been seeing behind my back?" Alex finally looked up at him, tears streaming down her face. " I know what I see, it's happened to me before! So don't give me any bull!"

" No, Alex! Just let me tell you what happend!" Sebastien replied, almost crying himself from the sight of Alex's tears.

" Sebastien don't play games! You've been seeing someone! Just admitt it! Then you can get out of my room, out of my house, and the hell out of my life!" She replied tearfully. Her eyes blury from the tears building inside her.

" I don't want to be out of your life!" Sebastien replied, almost angrily. He grabbed her hand. " I want you to be in mine."

" Don't touch me!" She pulled her hand away from him. " Leave so I can forget all about you and so I can move on!!"

" How could you forget about me?" Sebastien replied as he grabbed her arms, running his hands up and down her skin. He moved himself closer to her, untill they were only inches from eachother. " Don't you remember the night of our first date?"

Alex could feel herself shake from his touch, he indeed knew how to make her forget the bad things that were going on. She didn't know what he was getting at, but she was hoping he would soon.

" The night I had to help you with your clothes? I saw the way you looked at me." Sebastien replied looking into her blue eyes. Her eyes weren't the same anymore, they had lost all of love that she had for him, but he could still get the feeling that she still loved him.

" I didn't look at you in any particular way!" She lied struggling, trying to get away from his grip. But he was still too strong for her. His hands were stern on her, and yet gentle and only for careness. " What are you getting at Sebastien? What do you want from me? Why can't you just leave me be and out of my life?!" She placed her hands on his chest, tears stinging her eyes again.

" You're asking me what I want?" Sebastien replied looking at her moving into her closer. " I know what I want, what do you want?" He looked at her, hoping that she would say what he was looking for.

" What do you want?" Alex asked helplessly, still looking at her hands that were still placed on his chest.

Sebastien looked down at her hands that were placed acrossed his chest, they weren't bandaged anymore. He took a hold of them as he looked at her palms, seeing the scars that had disfigured her skin. He continued to look down at them as he felt a tear trickle down his cheek.

" Oh, I know what I want." Sebastien replied gently as he placed his hand under her chin lifting it up towards him. Alex just looked at him, her eyes gliscening from the tears. Sebastien looked at her before lowering his gaze and placing his lips gently on hers.

Sebastien kissed her gently, he wanted to show her that he still loved her. Passionatly strengthening the kiss, he found himself not wanting to stop as he placed both hands on her lower back bringing her closer to him, not wanting to let go. The hairs on his neck stood as he felt Alex's hands explore the hair on his head and onto his back, he knew that she wanted him back, but why couldn't she admit it? Or just say so? He loved her so much.

Alex was shocked by the kiss that Sebastien had placed onto her, yet, she wanted him to. She wanted him so much, she never wanted all of this drama to happen, why couldn't he just have made the right choice and choose to be with Alex instead of two women? As soon as those thoughts entered her mind, they quickly dissapeared, his kiss was making everything seem it was alright, and that everything would be better. The kiss made everything around her cloudly and non existant, she was truly wanting him.

Alex could feel Sebastien passionatly kissing her harder as there tounges fought against eachother releasing all there anger and emotions inside eachothers mouths. She didn't want to let go from him, she didn't want him to stop. With these thoughts she felt her hands running through his hair without her realizing it. She also could feel her hands tracing the muscles of his arms and around his back, digging her fingers into his skin behind him.
She wrapped her arms around his neck as Sebastien carefully lowered her against the sheets, afraid of there lips parting, he still kept the kiss passionate and strong. As bad as he didn't want there lips to part, he did to trail them down her neck. He twined his fingers into hers, placing her hands above her head. Alex could feel her skin create goosebumps as she felt his lips along her skin, making every kiss passionate, and each kiss having it's own meaning.

Sebastien released his grip from her hands as he made his kissed further down to her belly, he could feel her fingers trace along his hair again, making him excited thinking that he had won her back.
He brought his kisses back up to her again, wanting to taste her lips again, and loving the way they felt against his.

" Please, Alexandria. I know you want me." He whispered seductivly into her ear, his accent making him seem irristable. " I can tell in your touch. Can't you tell that I want you just as badly?"

He continued to kiss the side of her neck, making him irrisitable to her again. She bit her bottom lip as she let all of his kisses and hands sink into her, he was indeed wanting her. But then again was he just wanting sex? Alex paused her mind as she thought about it, was he just wanting sex? Alex couldn't think of any reason as to why he was wanting her other then she might be able to be easy for him.

It then entered to her mind that all he was wanting was just that, or else why would he date two women at the same time? As far as she was concerned it was just two, if couldn't have been more.

Sebastien captured her lips again, making her thoughts run away from her. She kissed him back as she ran her hands behind his back, digging her fingers into his skin, in which Sebastien moaned silently into her mouth. The thoughts came back to Alex, she knew what she was doing was wrong.

" Please stop!" She broke from his kiss, looking up at him, trying to catch her breath from his breath taking kisses.

" What?" Sebastien asked confused, looking down at her.

" You have to go!" She pushed him off of her as she sat up.

" Why?" He asked confused sitting up with her.

" Because this isn't right!" Alex replied as she straightned her clothes.

" What are you talking about? It feels so right, Alexandria." He grabbed her hand. Alex quickly pulled her hand away.

" No! It isn't! You broke my heart! I can't sleep with you after that!" She replied, shocked at the events that had just happened.

' Wait! You think I'm just after one thing?" Sebastien asked, shocked at what he was thinking.

" Get out!" Alex replied, not looking at him.

" Alex, please." He begged.

" GET OUT!" She yelled tears striking her eyes again as she continued to straightened out her clothes.

" Okay, I'm leaving." Sebastien nodded as he sat up reluctantly. " Just tell me one thing." He turned around to look at her. Alex just looked up at him waiting for what he was going to say.

" Do you love me?" Sebastien asked, hoping her answer was yes.

Alex sighed as she looked down, she knew what he was expecting, all she had to do was answer.

" I did." She replied before laying on her side, facing away from him. " But you broke my heart Sebastien, there's nothing left for you anymore."

Sebastien's heart sank as he heard the words escape from her lips. He didn't want her to act his way, but in the tone of her voice, she was being serious. Sebastien sighed as he opened her door, taking one last look at her before shutting it behind him.

Alex layed there tears streaming down and soaking into her pillow. She wanted him so much, but she knew she couldn't have him, not after what they had been through.

" I love you, Sebastien."