Sebastien followed the other 3 outside and out to find a taxi. The grey clouds and the wet surroundings made everything seem gloomy but that was the opposite of what he was feeling. He had felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders. Alex was there to work with them, she was realy there! He never thought that he would ever see her again, and now that she had shown up through the doorway, it was as if his prayers had been answered.
Sebastien could feel himself getting excited at the thought of Alex as he stood between David and Urs on the sidewalk, waiting for a taxi. The others looked at Sebastien noticing his smile, and glanced quickly at one another knowing exactly what eachother was thinking, and what Sebastien was feeling. Sebastien was too drawn into his thought to realize that the others were staring at him with broad smiles on their faces.
" Can you believe that Cyd is going to work with us?" Carlos said outloud casually, trying to bring Sebastien into reality. But Carlos failed as he noticed that Sebastien was still looking straight ahead with that stupid smile on his face.
" Oh yes it's pretty exciting. Especially since Alex will be working here as well." Urs said rather loudly, glancing at Sebastien looking for his reaction.
" Isn't it? It's just fabulouse!" Sebastien replied once he heard Alex's name, he was so happy to see her again. He still looked ahead with his eyes dazed.
" Sounds like someone feels alot better than earlier today." David chuckled as he nudged Sebastien in the ribs with his elbow.
" Si amigo, why is that?" Carlos wiggled his eyebrows as he looked past David and over at Sebastien.
Sebastien quickly looked over at Carlos, whiping the smile he had earlier quickly off his face. It's then he knew what the guys were probably thinking about him, and that they had probably caught himself smiling.
" Who said I was happy? I'm not happy! Well, I mean ..... there's no reason for me not to be happy. It's just a day that ....... what I mean is-" Sebastien stammered trying to find the words and to cover his feeling. He was soon interupted by Urs.
" Sebastien it seems like you still have feelings for Alex." Urs replied gently, placing his left hand on Sebastiens shoulder.
" What?!" Sebastien turned his head at Urs. He knew he had been caught, but he still wanted to see if he could make himself sound convincing. " I don't know what you're talking about! Why would I love her? I mean .... not that I never did, because I do..... I mean did! I did! What I mean to say is-"
" Well, it's obvious that you do if you can't even find your own speech!" Carlos chuckled cutting in before Sebastien would embarrasse himself any more. " So I might say it for you, you love Alex."
" I ..... I don't know what you guys are talking about." Sebastien shook his head as he took his gaze from Carlos to the cement below him. " When the hell is that cab going to come?" He blurted trying to avoid the subject on himself desperatly looking up and down the road.
" Sebastien, it's okay, you can admit it." David said kindly looking over at Sebastien.
" Admit what?" Sebastien replied, still looking down the road for a cab. " There's nothing to admit let's just leave at that."
" Sebastien, we saw the way you looked at her when she entered the office." Urs replied looking at him. " It's like you were hypnotized or something."
" Speak for yourself." Sebastien half chuckled.
" Well, uh .... I realy can't. Cause you see, we're brother and sister." Urs carified, trying to make his voice well known in Sebastien's head.
" So what's your point?" Sebastien asked, finally looking at him.
" Well, you see .... the brother and sister don't -" Urs began to explain.
" Look why don't we discuss this when we find a cab." Carlos interrupted before Urs could say anymore. Now he was desperatly looking down the road for a cab.
" Okay, you guys, so I might have a little feelings for her." Sebastien sighed. " What should I do? I think I still lover her."
" And what makes you say that?" Urs asked kindly.
" I don't know." Sebastien shrugged. " Everytime I think about her, I smile. And now since I can see her everyday, my heart might just do the smiling for me."
" Why don't you just tell her how you feel?" David asked.
" I think it's a little early for that, David. It's only been 6 months." Urs replied looking past Sebastien and over towards David.
" Well, I can't think of anything else." David shrugged at Urs.
" Well, I think that if she didn't listen to me back then, she probably won't listen to me now." Sebastien replied. " I just wish she would know what realy happened that night, and know it was all a mistake of what she saw."
" Maybe you can tell her, but not now." Carlos thought aloud.
" What are you saying Carlos?" David asked looking down at his spanish friend.
" Well, I mean of course it's a little too soon, but what if they spend some time together. Catch up again. And once she accepts him again, Sebastien could tell her everything, and they could get back together." Carlos smiled broadly at Sebastien, thinking that his plan just might work.
" But what if she won't listen to me then?" Sebastien asked looking over at Carlos.
" Well, there is one way to find out about it isn't there?" Urs replied as Sebastien turned his head to look at him.
Sebastien thought about it, it sounded pretty good to him. If he could just earn her respect again, and become friends. He then could tell her everything, and everything will be alright. Then they could get back together! Sebastien could only hope.
" Okay, I will try." Sebastien nodded his head.
The boys smiled as they heard the words scape from Sebastien's mouth, and made sure Sebastien knew they were happy with his decision by patting him on the back and shoulder.
As Sebastien finaly made is decision a cab had finally appeared up the road. The boys cheered with sighs and one hand claps as they made their way inside the taxi, and telling the driver the directions to their hotel.
Sebastien sat there in the cab in silence as he thought about Alex again. He could only hope that she would let him in again, he wanted so bad to tell her what happened. Ever since the last time he saw her, his heart had ached for her, wanting to take her back. He only wished every night that she would be wishing the same thing. Now it was her turn, if she wouldn't believe him now, then all she had to do was earn his respect again. Sebastien only had to put her through the tests to see if she would be able to.