Chapter 105: Listen to your heart

Two weeks passed. The babies got stronger every day and Alexa was doing great. And Marissa’s reflux problem seemed to get better at well.

Cyd and Carlos entered the nursery and were greeted by a nurse with a baby in her arms. “Would you like to hold your son?”
“Oh my God… Yes!” Cyd nodded, tears stinging in her eyes.
She sat down and the nurse handed her the little boy. Carlos kneeled down next to them and softly caressed his little hand. “Mi hijo.”
“Oh Carlos… I’m so relieved.”
“Me too, Querida.” He kissed her cheek. “All of them will be fine in a few weeks.”
“And you can go on tour.” She nodded.
Carlos frowned and looked at her. “Who told you…?”
“You really think I don’t know you? I knew you were gonna say that you didn’t want to go. But you are going. Indre is staying home and so is Patrica. David is taking Steph and Dylan. I will be fine. And so will the kids.” Cyd said determined.
“But…”
Cyd shook her head. “Don’t even think about protesting. You won’t win. You are going and that’s final.”
“You have a stubborn mother, my boy.” Carlos mumbled, looking at his son.

That evening he posted a message on the forum.

Hello everybody!

I know it has been a long time since I posted. But I have great news. On 6th January, Cydalia and I became the proud parents of quads. Their names are Carlos jr, Melissa, Marissa and Alexa. They were born premature, so they are still very small and fragile.

As hard as it is to leave them behind, I am looking forward to going on tour and seeing all of you again very soon!

With love
Carlos

Urs and Laura had gone to Belgium. They wanted to spend some time at the Music School. Peter did a good job, but Laura felt she had to be there. After all she was the one who was in charge.

When they came in, they heard soft music all through the house. Laura looked at Annie’s painting and smiled. “She keeps an eye on things.”
Urs squeezed her hand. “Yes, she does.”
“There is my little nephew!” Peter came down the stairs and crouched down on the floor. “He’s gorgeous!”
“He looks like his father.” Laura smiled.
Peter hugged his sister. “Welcome back, sweetie.”
“Thanks.”
“Hallo Urs.” He shook his hand.
“Peter. How are things here?” Urs asked.
“Good. Great! Take a look around. Some kids are in class and others are practising. I’ll put Marcus in my office. It’s quiet there.” He said.

Laura and Urs looked into the rooms and smiled. The kids all seemed to enjoy it here. When they came to one of the piano booths, they saw a little boy sitting behind the piano. He was about 10 years old but he looked like he was carrying the weight of the world on his shoulders. His blue eyes were filed with tears.
Laura went in. “Hi there. What’s wrong?”
“It’s not working. I can’t play.” He sniffed.
“What’s your name?” she asked gently.
“Jonathan.” He softly said.
“Let’s have a look.” Laura sat down next to him and looked at the music sheets. “Bach. I hated it when I was young.” She started to play. “But then I learned that you had to play with your heart. You have to feel the music.”

The boy watched her play, his eyes wide open. She ended the song and looked at him. “Why don’t you give it a try?”
Jonathan nodded and placed his fingers on the keys. He hesitantly started playing. Laura softly tapped the rhythm with her foot. He ended the song and smiled at Laura. “Thank you.”
“You’re welcome.” She genly stroked his hair.
"My mother was a fan of you." he said, biting his lip.
"She was? That's nice." Laura smiled. "But I'm sure she loves to hear you play as well."
Jonathan looked at his hands. "She died three months ago."
"I'm sorry." Laura said softly.
The boy smiled at her. "I know she's in heaven and that she is watching over me. But thank you for letting me stay here." he hugged her.
"You're very welcome." Laura said and glanced at Urs.

Urs leaned against the door and watched Laura talking to the boy. He could imagine her teaching Marcus how to play. When their eyes met, he smiled at her. It hit him once again how much she meant to him and how much he loved her.



Seb and Lorna were back in Paris. They wanted to get the nursery done before Seb left on tour. He wanted everything to be ready, because he knew he wouldn’t be back home until the baby was born.

He sat on the bed and looked at the envelop in his hands. Should he open it or not? He wanted to know if they were having a boy or a girl, but was it fair to Lorna and would he be able not to tell? He took a deep breath and opened the envelop. When he saw the picture and the note, his smile grew wide. “C’est fantastic!”

He ran to the living room, gave Lorna a passionate kiss and almost ran out the door. “I’m going to the store!”
“Ehm…sure…” she grinned.

When Seb returned from the store, Lorna was asleep on the couch. Seb sat down next to her and kissed her forehead. When she opened her eyes, she was greeted by a huge bouquet of red roses.
“Seb!”
“For my beautiful wife and the mother of my child.” He smiled.
“Oh Seb… What am I gonna do when you’re not here?” she asked softly.
He hugged her. “You’ll be fine, Chérie. And maybe you can join me when our little one is here.”
“Yes, maybe. Are you sure you want me there? I know how much you guys need time for each other and…”
She was silenced by his kiss. “You are my wife. Of course I want you there!”
“I love you, Seb.” She whispered.
“Je t’aime aussi, Chérie.”

Chapter 106: Valentines Day – part 1

Laura woke up with the smell of fresh coffee.
“Happy anniversary, Liebling.” Urs kissed her tenderly.
“Good morning. And happy anniversary to you too.” She smiled.
Urs placed the breakfast tray on the bed and sat down next to her. “The first of many more surprises.”
“Oh really?”
He nodded. “I booked us a nice hotel for tonight.”
“You did? But what about Marcus?” she asked.
“Your mother agreed to take care of him.” He smiled.
“Oh Urs… You shouldn’t have. I mean...”
“Let me spoil my wife for once.” He winked.
Laura laughed. “For once? You are always spoiling me.”
“That’s because I love you so very much. And I can’t give you all my attention when we are on tour, so…” he shrugged.
Laura kissed him softly. “I love you too, Urs.”


“Enjoy your day out.” Laura’s mother kissed her on the cheek. “And don’t worry about a thing. Marcus will be just fine.”
“Of course he will.” Urs smiled.
Laura sighed. “I know, but it’s so hard to leave him behind.”
“You’ll get used to it.” Her mother winked. “Now get going!”

Laura kissed her son’s forehead and walked to the car. Urs quickly followed her and he gave her a sweet kiss before she got in. “Relax, Liebling.”
After a two hour drive, they stopped in front of a luxurious hotel. Urs brought the luggage in and the receptionist handed him the key to the room. “Our masseuses expect you downstairs in an hour.”
“We’ll be there. Thank you.” He smiled.
“Are we having a massage?” Laura asked.
“Ja. And afterwards a relaxing Jacuzzi.” Urs winked.

Urs opened the door to their room and let Laura go in. The room was filled with pink roses and white callas.
“Oh my God! The same flowers as on our wedding!” she gasped.
“I’m glad you like it.” Urs smiled.
Laura nodded. “You are really spoiling me.”
“I’ve just started, Liebling.”

An hour later, Urs and Laura were brought to a dim lit room. Two beds stood close to each other and soft music was playing.
The two masseuses smiled at them. “Welcome Mr and Mrs Bühler. I’m Sylvia and this is Nancy. We’ll take good care of both of you. If you give me your bathrobe and get comfortable then we’ll get started.”

Both of them slipped off their bathrobe and lay down on the bed. During the massage they kept looking at each other. The massage oil and the reflection of the soft light made their bodies look like they were of pure gold.
Not a word was spoken, but the love was clearly seen in their eyes. Urs took Laura’s hand and gently stroked it with his thumb. The masseuses smiled at each other. These two people were so much in love. They looked like a couple on their honeymoon.

Afterwards Sylvia brought them to the room next door.



A Jacuzzi stood in the middle of the room and candles were lit. “You can stay here as long as you like.” Sylvia said.
Urs took off Laura’s bathrobe and hung it op. While she slid into the water, he opened the champagne. He handed her a glass and sat down behind her. His long legs stretched out next to hers while his arms encircled her waist. He took his glass and lightly touched hers. “To love.”
“To love.” She smiled.

The warmth of the water relaxed them and they talked softly.
“I never thought I could be so happy.” Laura said.
Urs nodded. “That goes for me too, Liebling. Married, a beautiful son, an amazing career… It’s perfect.”
“I hope we can get through the rough times. We managed once, but…” she shrugged.
“Our love will pull us through.” Urs said, gently kissing her.

“Are you really happy, Urs? I mean…” she hesitated. “I know you had other women before me. Older ones, more mature, more experienced.”
He shook his head. “The day I met you, my life changed. Yes, there have been others. But not one of them made me feel like you do. Not one of them loved me like you do. What we share is so special, so real… This is love, Laura. True and everlasting love. And there is no one else I would rather share it with. You complete me. You make me crave to come home. When you’re not around, there is something missing. Even if it’s just for a couple of hours.”
Laura kissed him tenderly. “The same goes for me.”

“Good.” He looked at the clock on the wall. “We better get going soon. I booked a table at the restaurant and we need to change first.”
“Yes, I don’t think they allow bathrobes.” Laura laughed.
“Although you look very good wearing one. And even better without it.” Urs said while he got out of the water.
“You don’t look too bad either, Mr Bühler.” Laura winked. She watches the drops of water gliding down his body and unconsciously licked her lips.
“Don’t do that!” Urs groaned. “Or we won’t make it to the restaurant!”

Chapter 107: Valentines Day – part 2

Urs and Laura made it back to their room and Urs led her to the bedroom. She gasped when she saw the long green dress on the bed. “Urs!”



“And this goes with it.” He handed her a large velvet box.
Laura opened it and was too stunned to say anything. Inside was an emerald and diamond pendant with matching earrings, a bracelet and a ring.



“Happy anniversary, my love.” Urs said softly.
Laura hugged him tight, tears streaming down her face. “This is too much.”
“No. I can never show you enough how much I really love you.” He said.
“I got something for you too.” She handed him an envelop and a box. “Open the box first.”
Urs did as told and discovered a watch inside. “It’s beautiful.”



“You can lift up the watch face.” She smiled.
Underneath it was a picture of Urs, Laura and Marcus. “I’ll be with you when you wear this.”
“You are always with me, Liebling.” He softly kissed her lips. “Right…the envelop….”
Urs discovered the picture of a black Audi A6. “Laura…”



“I thought we needed a decent car. I don’t want you to go out on your bike in the snow again. And now that we have Marcus…” she shrugged.
“It must have cost you a fortune!” he shook his head.
“It’s worth it. You’ll get it when we are back in Switzerland.” She kissed him. “Well, I guess we should get ready for diner.”
Urs nodded. “Ja. Thank you, Liebling for the beautiful presents.”
“You’re welcome. And thank you too.”


Urs was in the lounge, tying up his tie while Laura was still in the bathroom.
“I’m ready.”
Laura’s soft voice made him turn around. He held his breath when he looked at his wife. She looked stunning. Her long hair hung loose and a few tendrils framed her face. The green dress clung her body and the jewellery made her eyes look even greener.
“Mein Gott, Liebling… You look amazing.” Urs kissed her cheek and his warm hands on her bare shoulders made her shiver.
“You look very handsome as well.” Urs wore a dark grey suit with a black shirt and matching tie. Laura straightened his tie. “Perfect.”
“Let’s go then.” Urs offered her his arm and they made their way down to the restaurant.


People looked up when the stunning couple walked into the restaurant. Urs saw a couple of men gazing at Laura and he proudly put his arm around her waist. The waiter brought them to a table in the back. Urs held Laura’s chair and gently squeezed her shoulder before he sat down as well.

They didn’t speak much during diner. They just enjoyed each others company and the food and wine. The waiters silently removed plates and brought others. It was like they were afraid to break the magic.

When Urs saw Laura looking at the dancing couples, he took her hand. “Do you want to dance?”
“I would love too.” She nodded.
He led her to the small dance floor and took her in his arms. Her head rested on his shoulder, while one of her hands was on his chest. Urs hands softly caressed her bare back. They gently swayed to the music, lost in their own world.
After a while Laura looked up and met his gaze. She stood on her toes and kissed him tenderly on the lips. “Can we go back to our room?”
“Of course, Liebling.” Urs smiled.


They silently went back up. Urs closed the door of the bedroom and took Laura in his arms.
“Ich liebe dich.” His hands found the zipper of her dress and pulled it down. When the dress hit the floor, Urs swallowed. “Mein Gott… If I had known you weren’t wearing anything underneath…”
“Keep the best for last.” She winked and unbuttoned his shirt.

That night they made love like on their wedding night. Slowly, tenderly, giving in to love. They fell asleep in each others arms, their legs entangled, their bodies close together, not aware of anything outside.

Chapter 108: Good bye

3 days before Carlos left, they were able to take Carlos jr home. It was an emotional day for them. They couldn’t believe their little boy was finally home.
Macy looked at her little brother. “Are the others coming home soon?”
Carlos picked her up. “Melissa will probably be home next week, but Alexa and Marissa have to stay a bit longer.”
“That’s good. I will help Mummy while you are away.” She said seriously.
“I know you will.” Carlos cuddled her.

Cyd smiled at them. She had been afraid that Macy would have been jealous, but she was really happy with her brother and sisters. And she and Carlos made sure that she didn’t feel left out.

When they lay in bed, that evening, Carlos sighed. “Querida…”
“Yes?”
“I’m not going on tour. I’m staying home. I want to be here when Melissa gets home. And I want to go and visit the others.” He said.
“Carlos, you can’t stay home. The concerts have been planned for months and are sold out. The others are going as well. David has to leave Maria behind. Seb is going although Lorna is pregnant. You have to go.” Cyd said.
“I don’t want to. I need to be here. With you. You need me.” He insisted.
“Look, Marin… People paid a lot of money to come and see you. You are going on tour, whether you like it or not.” Cyd said determined.
“But…”
“And that’s final!” she turned her back to him and went to sleep.



Lorna brought Seb to the airport. He checked in and they slowly walked to the customs.
“I’m gonna miss you so much, Chérie.”
“I’ll miss you too.” She whispered while she held him tight.
“But next month I’ll be with you and we’ll be having a beautiful baby.” He said.
“I know.”

They announced Seb’s flight and he kissed her tenderly. “Je t’aime, Lorna. Don’t ever forget it.”
“I won’t.” she tried to hold back her tears, but failed.
“’Oh Chérie…” Seb tightened his grip. “I don’t want to go.”
“You have to. They need you.” She sobbed.
He sighed. “I know, but… I don’t want to leave you on your own.”
“I’ll be ok. Don’t mind me. And your mother is around, so…”
“I’ll call you every day. And you can call me day and night. I’ll have my mobile with me.” Seb kissed her forehead.
“Ok. You better go now.”
“I know. See you soon, Chérie. Je t’aime!” he waved and disappeared.



Indre and Cyd drove their husbands to the airport as well.
Steph and Dylan hugged Indre and Dylan kissed Maria’s cheek. “Be good for our aunt.”
Indre smiled. “Enjoy yourself, Dylan.”
“I will!” he nodded.

David cuddled Maria before taking Indre in his arms. “God, I’m gonna miss you two.”
“I’ll miss you too, Davey.” She sighed.
“Try to come over for a weekend. I need to see you.” He insisted.
She nodded. “Ok. We’ll arrange something. Will you and the kids be alright?”
“Of course we will. Sheila will be waiting for us in Milan, so…” he shrugged.
Indre held him tight. “I wish I could go with you.”
“I know, Babe.” He tenderly kissed her. “I better go now. Take good care of our little one. And I’ll call you tonight.”
“Ok. Have fun.” She smiled.
“I will!” He took Steph’s hand and went through customs.


Carlos gave Macy a big hug. “Take good care of your Mummy and your little brother.”
“I will.” She nodded seriously. “Come back soon, Daddy!”
“I will, Honey. And I’ll call you every day.”
“Ok.”

He looked at Cyd and hugged her as well. “Querida…”
“I know, Carlos. I’ll miss you too.”
“I’m sorry for being so stubborn, but… I just don’t want to leave you.” He sighed.
“I know.” She whispered. “But we’ll be together soon.”
“Si. With all our little ones.” He smiled.
“I’ll keep you informed. And I’ll send you pictures of them.”
He nodded. “Yes. You do that.”
She kissed him. “I love you, Carlos.”
“I love you too, Querida.”



Urs, Laura and little Marcus checked in in Switzerland.
“You know… it’s so great to have you along.” He said.
“It sure is.” She nodded. “Although I think it will be hard for the guys to see us together.”
“I know. But they all love you and Marcus. It won’t be a problem, Liebling.”

They got comfortable on the plane and Marcus was fast asleep in Laura’s arm.
Urs stroked his cheek. “He’s such a good boy.”
“He must look after his father.” Laura smiled.
“Ja.” He winked. “It will be great to have all the kids around so that they can play together when they’re older.”
“But it will be tiring. For you guys, I mean.” Laura said.
“Well… We have nannies to take care of them when it gets too much. And I think Cyd and Carlos will need them.” Urs grinned.

Chapter 109: Baby trouble

The European tour was a big success. The guys were happy to perform again and the fans were happy to see them. But at the same time, David, Carlos and Seb missed their wives and the kids.
Marcus was spoiled rotten by the three of them. There was always someone who was holding him or playing with him, or singing him a song at night… Laura and Urs just smiled at it. They realised how hard it had to be on the other guys, but if the spoiling was going too far, they were there to draw the line.



“Just one more week and I’ll be home, Chérie.” Seb said.
“What if the baby comes early? I need you Seb!”
“I know… I know…” he sighed.
“I know you have concerts, but…” Lorna’s voice trailed off.

Just then, the guys’ flight was announced.
“I know, Chérie. I promise you I’ll be there in time. I got to go now. I’ll call you later. Je t’aime!” he hung up and looked at the others. “Merde!”
Urs put an arm around his shoulder. “She’ll be fine and you will be there in time. I promise.”
“She needs me, Urs.” Seb sighed.
“I know.”

Seb sat alone on the plane, looking out of the window, his face worried.
“Urs… I’ve been thinking…” Laura said softly.
He squeezed her hand. “You want to go to Paris to be with Lorna.”
“How do you…” she looked surprised.
“I know you, Liebling. And I think it’s a great idea. We’ll ask Seb later.” He gently kissed her. “Do you know how much I love you?”
“Yes. But I don’t mind that you show me.” She winked.

When they got back in the hotel after the concert, Urs and Laura went over to Seb’s room.
“Bonsoir. Come in.” he greeted them.
“Seb, I was thinking about going to Lorna. She’s not alone then and maybe you’ll be a little more at ease as well.” Laura said.
Seb hugged her. “Oh, Laura... Merci!!! It’s a great idea. I can’t thank you enough!”
“You’re welcome. You and Lorna have done so much for me when Urs…” she looked at him and smiled.
“When Urs was stupid enough to drive his bike in the snow and crash into a tree… Yes, I know.” Urs teased.
“I’ll let Lorna know.” Seb said.
“No, don’t do that. I’ll surprise her. I leave the day after tomorrow.” Laura smiled.
Seb looked at Urs. “Are you sure you don’t mind? I know it must be hard for you too to miss your wife and son.”
“Well… you guys can comfort me.” He grinned. “And we can have some of those good old ‘men evenings’.”
Laura shook her head. “You see, Seb, we won’t be missed at all.”
“You know better then that, Liebling.” Urs tenderly kissed her.
“Ok… Get out. Enjoy your last night together.” Seb opened the door and hugged Laura once again. “You’re an amazing friend, Laura.”


The next morning during breakfast, Laura suddenly ran to the bathroom and threw up. Urs immediately went after her and kneeled next to her. “Liebling.”
“Oh God… Those shrimps from last night… I knew there was something wrong with it…”
She looked pale as a sheet when she got back on her feet. After rinsing her mouth, Urs gently led her back to bed. “Get some rest. And if not’s better soon, I’ll call a doctor.”
“No, it’s ok. I’ll be fine.” She smiled. “Marcus…”
“I’ll ask Sheila if she would mind to keep an eye on him while I’m away. You rest and don’t worry about a thing.” He kissed her forehead.
“I hope I’ll feel better for the concert.” She sighed.
“I’ll ask Oliver to replace you. He’ll be doing it from tomorrow anyway. Sleep now, sweetheart.”


When Laura left the next day, she still wasn’t feeling very well.
“Are you sure you are going to be ok, Liebling?” Urs asked worried.
“I’ll be fine. Don’t worry. I don’t think I’ll eat shrimps for a couple of months though!” she chuckled.
Urs cuddled his son once last time and tenderly kissed Laura. “I’ll see you in a week. Take care of yourself.”
“I will. You too. And don’t worry, we’ll be fine.” She hugged him tight. “I love you, Urs.”
“I love you too, Liebling.”


Lorna couldn’t believe her eyes when she opened the front door. “Laura! What are you doing here?”
“I’m here to keep you company while Seb is away.” She smiled.
“Oh Hun…” Lorna hugged her. “Thank you so much. I’m so worried that he will be born sooner.”
“Well, I’m here now. You just relax.”
“Are you ok? You look a little pale.” Lorna asked.
Laura shrugged. “My stomach is upset. I ate bad shrimps yesterday.”
“Shrimps can be dangerous. But come in. Let’s get you and that little guy installed!” Lorna laughed.

Chapter 110: Men’s night out

“Alright, amigos… Let’s paint this town green.”
“Red, Carlos. Paint the town red.” David chuckled.
“Red, green… Let’s go!” Carlos hailed a cab and the four men got in.
“Where are we going anyway?” Urs asked.
“One of the guys from the orchestra gave me the address of a nightclub.” Carlos wiggled his eyebrows. “And he said there are lots of beautiful women!”

After 10 minutes, the cab stopped in front of the nightclub.
Carlos rubbed his hands. “Señoritas, here we come!”
“They look young, don’t they?” David whispered to Urs, when he noticed the girls on the pavement.
He nodded. “Ja… Maybe the older ones are inside.”

Carlos and Seb took the lead and walked straight to a table in the back.
“Beer, amigos?” Carlos asked.
“Oui, ça va.” Seb nodded.

Loud music blared through the speakers. It was impossible to speak to each other. Carlos and David tapped the rhythm with their foot.
A young lady, with a short skirt and tight shirt approached them. “What can I get you?” she yelled.
“A jug of beer and four glasses.” David answered.
She gave them a once over, grinned and walked away.

“Ehm… Carlos… Are you sure we are in the right place?” Urs asked. “Those girls look like… I don’t know… 15-16 year olds.”
“You think?” he frowned.
Seb and David nodded. “They do look young.”

When the waitress came back with the beer, she pushed Carlos’ chair that was in the way. “Watch it, old man.”
The others grinned at the horrified look on his face.
“Old man…” he grumbled.

They nipped their beer in silence and looked at the dance floor.
“So, Sebbie… What are you waiting for?” David asked.
“I don’t think… Not tonight.” He shook his head.

“Good evening boys and girls! Welcome to our youth club! It’s time for the… kissing dance.” The DJ announced.
“The what?” Seb asked.
“Don’t you know the kissing dance?” Urs asked. “They make a circle and someone stands in the middle. When the music stops, he or she has to kiss someone and he’s the next one to stand in the middle.”

“A youth club, Carlos?” David asked.
“I didn’t know that!”
Urs stood up and shook his head. “I’m getting to old for this. I’m going back.”
“Wait for me!” Seb stumbled after him.
“Yeah… I’m off to.” David nodded.
Carlos ran after them. “Amigos… Wait!!!!”

When they stood outside, they looked at each other and roared with laughter.
“Well, Carlos… That guy is gonna laugh his head off when he hears this.” David said.
“I’ll get him for this.” Carlos grumbled.
Urs hailed a cab. “Well, gentlemen… It was an interesting evening. But I think I’m gonna call my wife when we get back to the hotel.”
Seb nodded. “Me too.”
“Good idea.” David agreed.
“Si. Guys… Are we really that old?” Carlos asked.
Urs smiled. “No, we are not. Just too old for youth clubs. We have a family now, Carlos. I think we are too grown up for this.”
“You are right, my friend. Let’s go so that I can call my lovely Cydalia.” He nodded.

Chapter 111: A baby is calling

“What? Tell me I didn’t hear him right.” Seb said.
“I’m sorry, Seb. It’s a great opportunity to perform in that TV show.” Steve said.
“I don’t care! My wife is about to have her baby! I have to be there! Merde! That is so typical, Simon… Quel idiot!” Seb grumbled and paced around the dressing room. “This was our last night, Steve. The last concert and we would go home in the morning. Are you gonna tell Lorna? I don’t think so eh? Non… Simon succeeds in upsetting our wives, but we are the ones that have to soothe them!”

The three others looked at each other. They totally understood Seb. All of them knew how important it was to be home when your wife was expecting a baby.
“I’m really sorry, Seb. There is nothing I can do. I’ll book the first flight on the next day.” Steve said.
“Whatever.” He took his stuff and left, slamming the door behind him.


Seb got back to his room and pulled out his mobile.
“Hello?”
“Bonsoir Chérie.” He said.
“Seb! How was your last concert? I can’t wait to see you tomorrow.” Lorna said happily.
He hesitated. “Oui… Ehm…”
“Seb? What’s wrong?”
He took a deep breath. “We have a TV show tomorrow evening. I won’t be home for another day.”
“What? No… Seb, I…”
He heard her voice tremble. “I’m so sorry, Chérie. Simon…”
“It’s ok.” She sniffled. “I understand.”
“Merde! I so want to come home. I want to be with you. I want to hold you and…” he sighed.
“I need you, Seb.” She sobbed.
“I know. You know what… I’m coming home. Simon can go and sing himself.” He said.
“No, Seb. You can’t do that. You have to stay for the fans.” She said softly.
“Oh Chérie… I love you so much. I promise that I will make it up to you. I’ll get home as soon as I can.” He smiled.
She nodded. “Ok.”
“Give my love to Laura. See you soon, sweetheart. And take care of yourself.”
“I will. Bye Seb.” She said and hung up.


The next day, Seb was in a very bad mood. He stayed in his room until they had to go to the TV studio. During rehearsals, he hardly looked at any of the others.
“We are not the bad guys, Seb. I want to go home as well.” Urs said softly.
He looked at him. “I know. I’m sorry, Urs. It’s just that…”
“We understand, Buddy. We are all tired and grumpy. And we all want to see our wives and kids.” David patted his back.
“We’ll be home soon.” Carlos smiled.
“I know. Merci for being so understanding.” Seb smiled.


The next morning, Seb called Lorna just before he left his hotel.
“It has started, Seb.”
“What? You mean…” he stammered.
“I’m having contractions. Nothing to worry about yet, but you better hurry home.” She said.
“I will! I’m leaving in 10 minutes to the airport. I’ll be home around noon.”


But when Seb and Urs arrived at the airport, they were in for another surprise.
“3 hours? Our flight is delayed for 3 hours?!” Seb almost pulled the guy over his desk.
“I’m sorry, sir, but…”
“My wife is in labour!!! I have to get home!” he snapped.
“There is a technical problem. We’ll leave as soon as it’s fixed.” The guys stammered.
“I can’t believe this. I just cannot believe this!” Seb sank down on a chair.
Urs sat down beside him and patted his back. He didn’t know what to stay. But if they didn’t get home soon, Seb was totally gonna loose it!



“Hun, I really think I should take you to the hospital.”
“No! I’m not going without Seb!” Lorna breathed heavily.
It was late afternoon and she had been in labour for a couple of hours now. Laura was getting extremely worried.

“But it can be a while before he gets here.” Laura said.
“I don’t care! Oh God….!” Another contraction hit her.
Laura stroked her back and pulled out her mobile. “Seb, get home as soon as you can. Lorna is in labour and doesn’t want to go to the hospital without you.”

All Laura could do now was wait. Lorna looked to be in so much pain but she looked scared as well. Laura understood why she was scared, having gone through labour herself.

Suddenly the lights went out. This was all they needed.
“What the…?” Laura ran to the window. “It looks like half the town is without electricity.”
She heard Lorna gasp and turned around. “My water just broke.”
“Ok, that’s it. I’m calling an ambulance.” Laura picked up the phone but it was dead. When she took her mobile it didn’t work either. The whole cities’ power had gone out and her mobile never did receive a very good signal at Lorna and Seb’s place. Now Laura was scared.
‘Please hurry Seb.’ She quietly whispered to herself.

Chapter 112: Is there a doctor in the house?

In the mean time the guys were on their way home. Seb had heard Laura’s message and Urs had the hardest time to calm him down.
“Merde! We should have come home yesterday as planned. But no! Simon had to change it! If I miss the birth of my child, I’ll….” He kept muttering while Urs looked out of the window.
“It looks like we are stuck. And the electricity seems to be down as well.”
“Quoi?” Seb looked outside and saw the cars in front of him. The city was only lighted by the headlights of the cars. “C’est pas possible! Urs, I need to be there. Lorna needs me. I can’t miss the birth of my child! Please, I would never forgive myself.”

Urs nodded. He knew what Seb meant. If he had missed the birth of his baby with Laura, he wouldn’t have been able to have forgiven himself.
“Let’s go.” Urs opened the car door and took their luggage out of the trunk while Seb paid the driver.
“Are we going to walk?” Seb asked when Urs handed him his suitcase.
“You want to be with your wife, right?”
Seb nodded. “Oui. Ok, let’s go then.”


Laura lighted all the candles she could find. Lorna lay on her bed, breathing and sweating heavily.
“Where is he?” she whispered.
“He’ll be here, Hun. Hang in there.” Laura put a cold cloth on her forehead and dried off the sweat.
“It hurts! It hurts so much!” Lorna cried. She was exhausted.
Laura squeezed her hand. “I know, Hun. But it’s worth it.”
“I need to push.”
“No, Lorna! Hang on, please. Just a little bit longer.”

Laura couldn’t believe it. This couldn’t be happening. What if the baby was really coming? She couldn’t deliver it! She wasn’t a doctor or a nurse.
“I really need to push! I can’t hold on much longer!” Lorna said again.
“Ok. Tell me what to do, Hun.”

Just then Seb and Urs stormed in.
“Chérie! Oh Chérie! I’m here.”
“Seb! The baby is coming. You need to… Oh God!” Lorna squeezed his hand.
“Quoi? I can’t…”
“Yes, you can. Please, Seb. You have to… deliver our child.” Lorna choked out.
“I can’t! Lorna, please, I don’t know what to do!” he shook his head.
“It’s ok, Seb. I know you can do this. Please try, Seb. Our baby needs you.”

Seb swallowed. “Ok.” He kneeled in front of the bed and between her legs. He was terrified but he was about to deliver his own child.
Laura and Urs sat next to her and held her hand.
“Come on, sweetie. Push.” Laura said whilst stroking her hair.
“Seb… Oh God!!!!” she yelled.
“I see the head!” Seb said.
“One more time, Hun. You’re almost there.” Laura stroked her back when Lorna leaned forward. Urs held her hand as well.

With a loud scream, Lorna sank back in the pillows. A baby cried and when they looked at Seb, tears ran down his cheek. “A girl… We have a girl.”
Laura gave him a towel to wrap up the child and he gently placed it in Lorna’s arms. Seb tenderly kissed her forehead. “You did it, Chérie.”
“We did it.” She looked at her husband and saw the love in his eyes. Seb could not believe that he had delivered his own daughter. Nothing could have made this experience any more special.

Urs and Laura stood at the window, their arms around each other.
“Welcome home.” She smiled.
“What a way to come home!” he grinned. But then he turned serious. “Don’t even think about putting me through that with our next one.” Urs looked intently at her.
“I won’t.” she whispered.
“You are pregnant again, aren’t you?” he smiled.
Laura shrugged. “I’m not sure. I think I might be, but…” she bit her lip. “Don’t you think it’s too soon? Marcus will be 13 months when this one gets born.”
Urs held her tight. “Nee, Liebling. I want a large family and it’s fun for the kids if they are the same age. Let’s do a test tomorrow.”
Laura nodded. “I love you, Urs.”

Seb tenderly caressed his daughter’s cheek. “She’s so beautiful.”
“I’m so glad you made it.” Lorna whispered.
“Me too!” He looked at Urs and Laura. “Will you two be her godparents?”
“We would be honoured.” Urs nodded.
“Do you have a name yet?” Laura asked.
“Eleanor Rosemary Izambard. Ellie for short.” Seb said.
“Rosemary was my mother’s name.” Lorna said softly.
Laura smiled. “It’s beautiful.”
And then the lights flashed on again.
“I’ll call the doctor now.” Urs said. He kissed Laura’s forehead and left the room.

Half an hour later the doctor was there and checked mother and child. There was no need for them to go to the hospital.
Doctor Lefevre smiled at Seb when he came out. “If you ever consider giving up your job, we could use you at the hospital.”
“Non, merci!” Seb raised his hands. “Never again!”
Urs chuckled. “I think the women wouldn’t mind.”
“Bühler!” Seb tried to look serious, but he failed. “I better call the others.”

Chapter 113: Family life

It was early morning when Seb sneaked into the nursery. He heard Marcus stir and went over to pick him up. “Do you want to see your little cousin?”
Seb held Marcus and looked at his daughter. “She’s beautiful, isn’t she?”
“She sure is.” Laura said softly. “Morning.”
“Good morning.” Seb smiled. “I still can’t believe she’s really here.”
“Thank God you got here in time!” Laura chuckled.
He nodded. “Oui. I wouldn’t have been able to forgive myself. Or Simon!”
“How’s Lorna?” Laura asked.
“She’s still asleep. But I guess she’ll wake up soon enough to feed Ellie.” He smiled.
“Yeah. I’m gonna feed my son as well. Urs is making breakfast.”

Seb handed her Marcus. “I’ll better go and help him then.” He was about to leave when he turned around again. “Thank you, Laura, for being here and for all your help.”
“You’re very welcome. Like you once said, that’s what friends are for.” She smiled.

When breakfast was ready, Seb brought a tray to Lorna. “Bonjour ma Chérie. How are you feeling?”
“Still a little tired. But very happy.” She smiled. “Is she awake yet? I have to feed her.”
“No, she’s still sleeping like a little angel. You eat first and then you can wake her up.” He kissed her forehead.
“I was afraid you weren’t gonna make it.” She said.
“I know. Me too. Our flight was delayed and then we got stuck in traffic. But next time…” He gently tapped her nose. “You are going to hospital.”
“Why? You did a great job.” She teased.
“I was terrified! And what if something had gone wrong?” he said seriously.
“It didn’t.”
“Still… Next time… hospital.” He said.


When Laura walked into the dining room with Marcus in her arms, Urs gave her a small box.
“Go on. I’ll take care of him.”
She smiled and disappeared in the bathroom. When she returned, he immediately knew the answer.
“Ich liebe dich.” He tenderly kissed her and held her tight. “I can’t believe it. Oh Laura…”
“Me neither. But I’m happy. Can you imagine Simons’ face?” she asked.
He chuckled. “Another Divo baby.”

“You’re pregnant?” Seb stood in the doorway.
They both looked up and nodded.
“That’s great. Congratulations.” He hugged them both.
“Thanks. Don’t tell the others yet.” Laura said. “It’s still very early.”
“It will be fine. Well, Bühler… I must say that you are taking care of our future.” Seb laughed.
Urs poked him in the ribs. “I’ll talk to you in a couple of years, Izambard.”


Later that day, Seb posted a message.

I just wanted to drop a quick message to all of our fans saying that yesterday I became a daddy. It was a close call, but I'm glad I was there to see my daughter come into this world. Both Lorna and Ellie are healthy and I am glad I have a few weeks off to spend time with both of them.

I know you all will be just as happy and will respect our privacy during this joyful occasion. Pictures will be posted later if and when we decide to do so.

In the mean time, have a great day and take care.
Seb
xoxo

“Mummy! Daddy! Did you bring them? Can I see them?” Macy bounced off the stairs.
“Si. Let us sit down first and then you can see your little sisters.” Carlos smiled.
It was the day that they brought Alexa and Marissa home. They were bought doing fine, although Alexa had to be checked out weekly for a while.

Cyd sat down with Macy next to her and Carlos handed his wife the two girls.
“They are cute.” Macy stated.
“Yes, they are.” He smiled.
Just then he heard a baby cry upstairs. “I’ll get it. That sounds like my son.”
But then the second one started to cry. “I think your daughter needs you too.” Cyd grinned.
“Right. Leave it to me.”
And then Alexa began to cry, followed closely by Marissa.
“Patricia!” Carlos yelled in despair. “Help!”
Cyd chuckled. She knew they were in for something and poor Carlos already lost it.



“Are you sure you can’t come with me on tour?” David asked.
“I have my job, Babe.” Indre said.
“But the others are gonna be there. All of them. And then I’ll be the only one without his wife and child.” He pouted.
“Aww… You’re cute when you do that.” She chuckled.
“Yeah yeah… Make fun of the miserable guy.” He crossed his arms in front of his chest.
Indre hugged him. “Maybe I can come with you for a week or two.”
“Or three?” he tried.
“Don’t push it, Miller!”
David claimed her mouth. “I guess I’ll have to enjoy the time we are together then.”

Chapter 114: Back to business

“I can’t believe I already have to leave.” Seb sighed, closing his suitcase.
“I know. Me neither.”
He hugged Lorna tied. “But you’ll be with me in two weeks. I can’t wait to see the both of you.”
“I hope Ellie won’t be too much trouble on the plane.” She bit her lip.
“She’ll be fine. Her daddy loves flying, so she will too.” He winked.


“Do we have everything?” Urs looked around the bedroom one more time.
“Yes, I think so.” Laura nodded. “You put Marcus’ bag downstairs?”
“Ja. I guess we are ready to go then.” He smiled.
Laura picked up Marcus and they went downstairs. Christian was already there and put their luggage in the car. “Another tour for the Bühler family.”
“We get used to it.” Laura looked at their house. The morning sun reflected on the mountains and the flowers in their garden were blooming nicely. “Although I will miss it here.”
Urs kissed her. “We’ll be back soon enough.”
“Ja. I know. Let’s go!”


“Querida! Where is Alexa’s pacifier?” Carlos was on his knees, looking for it to soothe the crying girl.
“I got it.” Cyd picked up her daughter and she immediately stopped crying when she gave her the pacifier.
“Dios! If she’s gonna do that on the plane they are gonna throw us off!” he sighed.
Cyd chuckled. “You better take your parachute then.”


“Everybody ready? You got everything you need?” David looked at his family.
They all nodded.
“Passports? Stuffed animals? Toys? Books?”
“Stop worrying, Davey. You’re beginning to sound like Urs.” Indre teased.
“That’s what happens when you’re on the road so long.” He hugged her tight. “I’m gonna miss you. Come and visit us soon, ok?”
“I will. I love you.”
“I love you too.” He kissed her tenderly and gave his daughter a hug. “See you soon, sweetie.”


They all met up at London airport. It was a large group and Steve took a deep breath when he saw all of the children. How was he gonna manage?

When he saw Carlos with two of his daughters, he smiled. If the fans would see this, his image of Latin Lover would be ruined.

And then there were Urs and Laura. So very much in love and so caring with their son. He knew they were hiding something. He saw it in the way they acted towards each other.

David… The big giant was on his knees, playing with Macy and Steph. His loud laughter made the people around him smile. Steve knew he was gonna miss Indre and Maria immensely.

And Seb… He was holding Marcus and softly sang to him. It was so hard for him to leave Lorna and Ellie behind. But the other kids would make up for it. And his girls would join him soon enough.


Finally the flight was announced and the whole gang got on board. It took them a while before everyone was installed. David and Seb were sitting together.
“Well, Buddy… I guess we are the bachelors for a while.” David grinned.
“Oui. I already miss them, David.”
“I know. It’s gonna be hard.” He nodded.

Suddenly they saw Laura bending over and disposing her breakfast in a paper bag.
David looked at Seb. When he saw the smile on his friends’ face, he shook his head. “No way! Is she…?”
Seb shrugged. He wasn’t the one who should tell.
David met Urs’ gaze and gave him a thumbs up which made Urs grin. “Congrats, Buddy! And you too, Laura!”
“Thanks! Remind me again how great it is when we are back on the ground.” She said and took another bag.

Chapter 115: Cold showers

The Asian tour was another hit. Every airport was crowded with screaming fans but even after so many times, it was still a surprise for the guys. And the concerts were amazing. There wasn’t a more enthusiastic audience then the Asian one.


Two weeks after the first concert, Lorna and Indre joined them. Seb and David couldn’t wait to see them and their daughters. They called every day but it wasn’t the same.

“Babe!” David waved when he saw Indre coming through customs. He ran to her and hugged her tight, careful not to crush Maria. “Oh, I missed you.”
“I missed you too, Davey.” Indre kissed him tenderly. “Here. Why don’t you carry your daughter?”
David took Maria and cuddled her. “Hi sweetie. Did you miss me?”
She laughed at him and he felt his heart swell with joy. His two girls were with him. Nothing could go wrong now.

Seb held Lorna tight. “Finally.” He whispered. “I’m so glad you are here, Chérie.”
“Me too.” She nodded.
“”Et ma petite fille…” he picked up his daughter and kissed her forehead. “Have you been good?”
Lorna nodded. “She’s such a sweetie.”
“Just like her Mummy.” Seb winked.


Cyd and Laura greeted their friends and the kids when they arrived in the hotel.
“We’re finally together again.” Laura smiled.
“How are you feeling, Hun?” Lorna asked. “You look pale.”
She shrugged. “I’m ok. Although the heat is getting to me and the flying… I think I should get stocks in a paper bag company.”
“That bad eh?” Indre said compassionately.
“It was bad with Marcus, but now…” she shook her head. “Urs thinks it’s a girl.”
“They always think that.” Lorna laughed.
“Girls mean trouble.” David chimed in.
“Watch it, Miller. Or you’ll be sleeping alone tonight.” Indre said seriously.
“It was a joke, babe!” he said desperately.
The others laughed when they saw the look on his face.
“I think you have something to make up for, Amigo.” Carlos teased him.
“Yeah… I’ll start right now!” he took Indre’s hand and pulled her with him to the elevator. “Night, guys!”


“How about an early night?” Seb whispered when they put Ellie in bed.
She smiled. “Yeah, good idea. I’m really tired. It was a long flight and travelling with a baby isn’t that easy.”
“Oh. I thought… Never mind…” He said softly.
Lorna sighed. “I’m sorry, Seb. I’m really exhausted.”
“It’s ok. I understand. Tomorrow is another day.” He winked.

But the next evening, it was Ellie who wasn’t cooperating. She kept crying and Lorna couldn’t get her to sleep.
“Let me try, Chérie.” Seb took his daughter and rocked her in his arms while he sang to her. When she finally calmed down, he gently put her in her crib. “Bonne nuit, ma petite.”

Seb got under the covers and pulled Lorna closer. “Finally. I missed you so much.”
“Me too.” She smiled.
He kissed her gently and just when they were about to take it one step further, Ellie started to cry again. Seb groaned. “C’est pas possible!”
“I’ll get it.” Lorna slid out of bed.

When Seb woke up, it was morning and the bed was empty. He went to the living room and that’s were he found Lorna. She sat on the couch with a sleeping Ellie in her arms.
“Be quiet. She’s finally asleep.”
“Put her in her crib and get some sleep yourself.” He kissed her forehead.
“Yeah, I will… She’s been fed so she’ll sleep for a couple of hours.”

When Seb stood under the shower, he turned on the cold water. The idea of Lorna feeding his daughter was too much. “Calm down, Seb… Tonight…”


“Morning, Sebbie!” David greeted him happily when he came to breakfast.
“Morning.” He sat down and looked at the others. They all looked so happy with their wife and kids.
“Where is Lorna?” Indre asked.
“She’s asleep. Ellie kept her awake all night long.” He sighed.
“Be happy you only have one.” Carlos chuckled.
Seb looked at Cyd and smiled. “I must say, Cyd, that you don’t even see that you had four children. You still have your perfect size.”
“Exercise, amigo. Lots of exercise.” Carlos kissed his wife who blushed furiously.

When Seb walked passed Laura to go to the buffet, he inhaled deeply. “Laura, you smell great. A new perfume?”
“Ehm… No… But thanks.”
Seb turned around and bumped into Indre.
“I’m sorry, Seb.” She said.
“It was my fault. Although I don’t mind bumping into a lovely lady.” He winked. “So… Can I get you ladies anything? Anything at all?”
“No, thanks. I’m fine.” Cyd said.
“Me too.” Both Indre and Laura nodded.


The guys looked at each other and frowned. What was going on with Seb? They watched him while he was picking up food and noticed how he eyed up every woman that passed him.
“What has gotten into him?” David whispered to Urs.
He shrugged. “No idea. I’ll have a word with him if he continues like this.”

Chapter 116: Baby trouble

The baby troubles for the Izambards kept going. It was like Ellie didn’t want them to have private time. Every time Seb and Lorna started making love, she began to cry.
Seb was grumpy and spend a lot of time in the shower. A cold one.

After the concert in Osaka, Seb came to his room and found Lorna walking around with Ellie.
“What’s wrong with her?” he asked while he kissed Lorna’s forehead.
“She’s having a cold, poor baby.”
Seb frowned. “A cold? It’s 35° out there.”
“Ever heard of air-conditioning? From the heat into the cold and back.” Lorna snapped.
“Hey… I can’t help it she’s ill!”
Lorna sighed. “I’m sorry, Seb. I’m just really tired.”
“You want me to hold her for a while?” he asked.
“No, it’s ok. Go to bed. You need your rest.”
“You need to rest too, Chérie. Just put her in her crib. She’ll fall asleep.” he said.
“Yeah… I’ll just walk with her for a while. I’ll be there shortly.”
Seb shook his head. He knew there was no use in arguing with her.


Days went on and Lorna kept Seb at a distance. Ellie’s cold was better but then it was gas and after that… Pacifiers and diapers.
“Chérie, let me go to the shop. You can stay with Ellie.” Seb said.
She shook her head. “I’ll go. I know what kind she likes.”
“I’m sure I can handle going to the store. If you show me or write it down, there won’t be a problem.” He insisted.
“No, Seb. You stay here with your daughter. I’m going.” She took her purse and left a muttering Seb behind.


That evening, they had diner together. The kids stayed with Patricia, Sheila and Beverly, the new nanny. And at the last moment, Lorna decided not to come. She wanted to have an early night.
When Laura and Urs walked in the dining room, heads turned. She looked stunning in her green dress and had a glow over her that only pregnant women had.
“Laura, you look beautiful tonight. Pregnancy sure suits you.” Seb smiled.
“That is very true.” Urs gave her a small peck on the lips.
“Thanks guys.” She blushed.

When a red head dressed in a short skirt walked in, Seb nudged Carlos.
“Don’t go there, amigo.” He whispered. “You’re married.”
“I can look, right?” Seb winked when the woman walked past them.
Indre, Laura and Cyd exchanged a glance and shook their heads. The French guy was gonna be in so much trouble if Lorna would find out.

After diner, Urs supported a slightly drunk Seb back to his room.
“Merci, mon ami! You can go and have some fun with your wife. At least she doesn’t turn you down.”
“Seb…” Urs shook his head.
“Bonne nuit.” He closed the door and for a minute Urs just stood there. He sighed. He understood that it was hard on Seb, but if he continued like this, he felt there was gonna be trouble.

“Did you get him home safely?” Laura asked when Urs came back.
“Ja. I think those two have a lot to talk about.” He undressed and got under the covers. “Seb was right you know?”
“About what?” she asked, nuzzling closer.
“That pregnancy suits you.” He tenderly kissed her. “You look so beautiful, Liebling. And I love you so very much.”
“I love you too. You make me so happy.”
“Show me.” Urs whispered, claiming her mouth.


“Are you coming to bed, Davey?”
“Yeah… On my way!” he yelled from the bathroom.
When the door opened, Indre laughed out loud. “Oh my God! Where did you get that?”
“What? I think it looks great.” He wore a Superman t-shirt that said ‘Super David’.
“You’re so funny sometimes.” She giggled.
“Only sometimes?” he jumped on the bed and started tickling her.
“Davey! Stop it! You know I can’t stand it!”
“Make me stop.” He winked.
Indre pulled his head down and kissed him hungrily. “Take me to heaven, Super David.”


“I’m just gonna check on the kids.” Carlos said.
“No, you’re not. They are fine, Carlos. Patricia would have called otherwise. Let’s go to bed.” Cyd smiled.
“But…”
“You’re such a tender hearted man.” she kissed him gently. “I know you worry, but there is no need. They are fine, all of them.”
“Ok, I trust you, Querida.” He pulled her close. “Let’s go to bed then.”


Seb stumbled into the room. He tried to be silent, but then he tripped over a chair. “Merde!”
He held his breath, but it was too late. Ellie immediately started crying.
He walked to the crib, but Lorna got there first. She pushed him away. “Go to bed. You’re drunk.”
“But Chérie…”
She slammed the door behind her and Seb fell on the bed. “Women!”

Chapter 117: A mother’s heart

After they arrived in Shanghai, Laura took Lorna aside. “How about we go for a coffee?”
“Yeah, why not? I would like that.” Lorna nodded.
“Beverly can take care of the kids.”
“Maybe I should take Ellie.” Lorna bit her lip.
“Hun, you should get out without her for once. It won’t hurt her. And it would be good for you.” Laura said gently.
Lorna shrugged. “I guess you’re right.”

Laura took Lorna to the hotel bar and they took a table in the back.
“So, Hun… How are you?”
“Fine. Why?” Lorna asked.
“Well, to be honest… Tell me if I’m crossing the line, but… I’m a little worried about you and Seb.” Laura said.
“We are fine.” She said softly.
Laura touched her hand. “Hun, it’s me. Trust me, please. I can see that something is wrong. Seb is behaving strange and…”
“What do you mean?” Lorna frowned.
“Haven’t you noticed that he’s flirting with us? Me, Indre and Cyd?” Laura smiled.
“He does? I guess I can’t blame him. Look at me… I’m fat and ugly.”
“Hun! You just had a baby. You’re not fat!” Laura said.

Lorna raised an eyebrow. “Yes, I am. Look at you. You’re still as slender as before you gave birth to Marcus and you’re pregnant again. And even just after Marcus was born, you hardly noticed that you had a baby.”
“Sweetie… I didn’t put on much weight during my pregnancy. It’s a family thing. You will get rid of those pounds.”
“Seb doesn’t love me anymore.” She said softly.
Laura sat down next to her and hugged her. “Seb is crazy about you, Hun. He loves you and his daughter very much.”
“I don’t feel beautiful. And I’m always looking after Ellie. And Seb…”

“Why don’t you let Seb take care of her now and then? He is her father and he’s crazy about kids! And you two should spend some time together. Leave Ellie with Beverly for a night.” Laura suggested.
Lorna shook her head. “I can’t. She needs me. She’s always crying and…”
“Sweetie… Sometimes you have to let her cry. It’s not good to pick her up all the time. If you keep doing that, she’s never gonna get used to sleeping on her own.” Laura said softly.
“I guess I’m not a good mother then! Maybe I should leave her with a nanny all the time, while I go out and have fun. Or drag her all over the world. Yes, maybe that will make me a good mother!” Lorna pushed her chair back and ran out.


When Urs got to his room after an interview, he found Laura on the sofa with Marcus in her arms. He could see she was on the verge of tears.
“Liebling, what’s wrong?”
“Am I a bad mother?” she asked, looking at their son.
“What? Who said that?” Urs crouched down in front of her.
“I tried to talk to Lorna and…” She sighed and told him the whole story.

Urs gently pulled her in his arms. “You are an amazing mother, Liebling. Lorna is just upset. She and Seb need to work things out soon, because I’m afraid it’s gonna turn ugly.”
“I hope our kids will never blame us for not having a steady environment.” She said.
“You and I both know that this won’t last forever. I think we all realise that when our contract ends in a few years, we won’t prolong it.” he kissed her forehead. “Now, let’s get ready. We have to leave in half an hour for the sound check.”


Laura, Urs and David made their way downstairs to wait for Carlos and Seb. When they got to the reception, they found Seb flirting with the receptionist. The girl was blushing and giggling and didn’t know where she had it.
The three of them looked at each other and shook their heads. When Carlos arrived, he walked right over and took Seb by his arm. “We have to go.”
“Au revoir, Mademoiselle. It was a pleasure talking to you.” Seb winked at the girl who blushed even more.

“What are you doing, Seb?” David asked. “She’s… what? 22?”
“I’m just chatting.” Seb smiled.
“Maybe you should chat with your wife. So that she won’t upset mine.” Urs snapped.
“Urs, don’t.” Laura took his arm and led him outside to the waiting car.
Seb frowned. “What’s he talking about?”
David shrugged. “Let’s just go.”

Chapter 118: Thoughts

During sound check, Urs hardly looked at Seb. The others felt the tension and didn’t know what to do.
But before they left the stage, Seb grabbed Urs’ arm and looked at Laura. “Can I talk to both of you, please?”
Laura nodded. “Sure.”
“Let’s go to my dressing room.” Urs said.

Seb closed the door. “Did you and Lorna have a fight?” he asked Laura.
She shrugged. “I wanted to talk to her because I was worried about the two of you. Look Seb, she’s feeling really… I don’t know… She says she’s fat and ugly and that she doesn’t blame you for flirting with others.”
“C’est pas possible.” He shook his head. “She’s pushing me away! I can’t even take care of my daughter.”
“I know. She’s trying so hard to be the perfect mother.” Laura nodded.
“But what did she say to you?” Seb asked softly.

Laura looked at Urs. He nodded and squeezed her hand.
“She kind of pointed out that I’m not a good mother for leaving Marcus with a nanny and for dragging him all over the world.” Laura lowered her eyes.
“Oh Laura… You are a good mother and you know it.” Seb hugged her. “I’ll have a word with her.”
“Thanks, Seb. But… try to be diplomatic.”
“Of course! You know me.” He winked.

But Seb didn’t get a chance to talk to Lorna that night. When he got back to the hotel after the concert, she was already asleep.


The next day, they left for Australia. Lorna looked around the plane. Seb was asleep, his back turned to her. And Ellie slept in her arms.

She saw Carlos softly talking to his son, while Cyd was feeding one of the girls. Macy leaned over her seat to look at them and laughed at something Carlos said.

David was rocking Maria in his arms while Indre was playing a game with Steph. Dylan was singing along with his mp3, much to David’s amusement.

Marcus sat on Urs’ lap and happily chewed on a rubber teething ring. Now and then he would point at something and babble in his own language.
Laura wiped away some drool from his chin and when she met Urs’ eyes he gently kissed her.

Lorna felt her heart tug. Why was it so easy for the others? What was she doing wrong?
She sighed and got out of her chair to go to the bathroom. She passed Beverly and handed her Ellie. “Can you look after her for a minute?”
“Of course.” Beverly smiled. “Take your time.”

When Lorna came out of the bathroom, Laura waited for her. “Are you ok?”
“I’m sorry about yesterday. I shouldn’t have said all those things.” She softly said.
“It’s ok. Have you talked to Seb?” Laura asked.
Lorna shook her head. “No, not yet. He was home late and I was already asleep. But I will. I promise.”
“Good.” Laura hugged her. “It will be fine, Hun.”


After they had landed, a few mini vans brought them to their hotel.
“We have to be at the venue in half an hour, guys.” Steve said before they went to their rooms.

Lorna put Ellie in her crib and looked at Seb who came out of the bathroom.
“Seb, I… We need to talk.”
“I know. But not now. I have to go.” He said.
She nodded. “Ok.”
“I’ll see you later.” He kissed her forehead and she heard him close the door. Was it all over?

Chapter 119: A meeting with the past

That evening Seb and Lorna didn’t talk either. Seb got home late again and Lorna was asleep. And the next morning he had to leave early because they had interviews all day long.

Seb decided to walk to the concert hall. Steve had arranged that the journalists would meet them there. He was so lost in thoughts that he didn’t notice the couple that passed him. But then someone patted his shoulder.
“Hi stranger!” A woman’s voice said.
Startled he looked up. “Lorraine! Mon Dieu! What are you doing here?”
She hugged him. “I’m here with my husband. Seb, I want you to meet Tom Brady. Tom, this is Sébastien Izambard.”
The two men shook hands.

“Nice to meet you.” Seb smiled.
“And these are our kids Cole and Callie.” Lorraine said.
“And another one on the way I see.” Seb winked.
Lorraine grinned and looked at her husband. “Yeah…”
“Congratulations on your wedding and I hear you have a daughter as well?” Tom asked.
“Yes, I do.” Seb nodded.
“You want to join us for lunch?” Lorraine asked.
“I have an interview, but to be honest I’m really not in the mood. So lunch sounds good.” He said. “I have to call the guys though.”

He pulled out his mobile and called Urs. “Urs, it’s me. Look, I can’t make it. Something came up. … Non, don’t worry. Everything is fine. … Ok, I will. See you later.”
He looked at Lorraine. “Let’s go.”
She linked arms with him and walked towards the city. Tom followed them, pushing the buggy.


At lunch time, Lorna arrived at the concert hall. When she walked into the cafeteria, she noticed Carlos, David and Urs, but Seb was nowhere to be seen.
“Hi guys. Is Seb around?”
Urs frowned. “No, he isn’t. He called that he couldn’t make it. We thought it got something to do with you or Ellie.”
“He’s not here? But…” she bit her lip.
“Hi Lorna.” Deliah, the make up girl, greeted her. “If you’re looking for Seb, he isn’t back yet.”
“What do you mean?” she asked.
“I saw him at the entrance this morning. He was talking to a woman and they left together.”
“A woman? What kind of woman? What did she look like?” Lorna wanted to know.
Deliah shrugged. “I don’t know. I only saw her back. A brunette, that’s all I could see.”
Lorna paled. “He left with a woman…”
She turned around and ran out.
“Lorna! Wait!” Urs ran after her, but he lost her.


“So, that’s the whole story.” Seb sighed.
“Daddy, I need to go.” Cole pulled his father’s sleeve.
“Ok, come on.” Tom picked him up. “Excuse us for fifteen minutes.” He smiled and walked to the restroom.
“Fifteen minutes?” Seb frowned.
“We are still potty training him.” Lorraine explained. “Those things take time!”
“Right…” Seb nodded.

After they had left the table, Seb looked at his ex. She was still as beautiful as he remembered. Her long brown hair hung loosely on her shoulders and her dark brown eyes still sparkled when she smiled.
And being pregnant made her look even better.
“You look great, Lorraine.” He said softly. “Happy.”
“I am happy, Seb. Very happy.” She looked at her daughter and turned serious.

“Look, Seb… I went to the same thing when Callie was born.” Lorraine said. “I was trying so hard to be the perfect mother that I didn’t think about Tom anymore. I always wanted a girl, so I was very happy when she arrived. I gave all my attention to her.”
“How did you solve it? I mean… Look at you. You look so happy and you’re pregnant again…” Seb said.
Lorraine smiled. “We learned to compromise. We take two or three ‘couples night’ each month. We leave the kids with a sitter and go out on a good old fashion date. Diner, a movie, dancing… It doesn’t matter. The thing is that you have to get out and do things together without the kids.”
“I don’t think Lorna wants that.”
She took his hand. “Seb, come on… I know what a charmer you are. If there is anyone who can seduce a woman, it’s you. And this is your wife. Surely you must know what she likes and who you can talk to her.”
“Oui… I guess you’re right.” He bent forward and kissed her on the cheek. “Merci, Lorraine.”


Lorna walked through the city. She couldn’t think straight. Was Seb really cheating on her? Was it all her fault?
It was like fate was involved. She walked past a restaurant and her eyes caught sight of a red t-shirt. Seb’s t-shirt. She looked inside and saw him talking and laughing with a beautiful brunette. She took his hand and suddenly Seb bent forward and kissed her.

Lorna gasped. This couldn’t be! She hailed a cab and went back to the hotel.